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The test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't.
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
And if i could sing you a song, the song will be the cause of heavy rain.
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The test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you're alive, it isn't.
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
And if i could sing you a song, the song will be the cause of heavy rain.
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I wont be updating much. And if humans can fly, i want to race eagles.
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Friday, July 09, 2010 @ 2:23 AM
its good to have jealousy in the relationship. its better knowing that someone is afraid to lose you. jealousy can make the relationship both stronger and weaker. to have a competition or threat is not a pleasant thing but is a breath of fresh air or a new raging flare. setting boundaries is difficult. don't want to be pushy or complacent. following it can be such an ass. agreement might not be met so cutting a bit of slack is an option and too much is you being stupid. being blind and clumsy is part of being in love accidentally. spark is always need. creativity is the fuel.
Thursday, July 01, 2010 @ 5:17 AM
i call her up to tell her i miss her so rapidly
im so unworthy she should burn me up like calories
im so unworthy she should burn me up like calories
i wish she wouldn't do that at least not happily
trying to tell her slow and not run her out like batteries
she makes me happy
i know we are rowdy
right by ur side girl
she is the one for me..
and like i said if i could write you a song
i will fly to the skies and bring you along
without you in my life it will be gloomy not bright
wake up in the morning make you mine till the end of the night
hehehe love you.
its 5am i cant sleep.
random stuffs.
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 3:23 AM
thank you for making me wait.. u are not fixing anything.. stating the facts doesn't solve the problem.. i'm really mad with u.. u say u want thing to turn out good but when all you do is think about the past.. indirectly u bringing up problems u don't want to face.. how can u be truthful to urself wen all u think about is what others think.. how could u love someone if u don't love or know urself.. go on just keep putting ur friends b4 me i don't mind.. they are precious to you but don't put urself in the spot to choose coz if u do u r going to have a big problem.. how can u keep saying sorry and expect me to accept the apology.. when i know its hard for you to change when u are going to do it again even when u don't know it.. u say ur serious when i think ur not..
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 11:29 PM
edited. just finish watching curious case of benjamin button.
that movie suddenly hit me alot. with the facts and lessons.
life in general and also love. being grateful. grab life by the
horns and ride it like a speeding and angry bull. but when
u ride a bull confirm there will be bullshit. kelakar lar dier.
azri lame =.=
love you ikin.
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 11:31 PM
im coming clean.. its been in my head for soo long. keeping it from everyone so that people dont worry and change coz of this. im azri..happy? im still am. every nite it changes. im always 'belo' coz of my every draining body. noone knows. all just dont get it. even gf. im soo exhausted. i need a break from everything. i want to do something in life just for me. i want to benefit something out of me for myself. i want to run away. and the night is my escape. its also a prison for me coz it reminds me of my life right now. yes im suppose to be happy and grateful but sometimes greed takes over. u guys are the ones that shaped me. i love everyone in my life, friends family and gf.
indra noraina izhar and others too..
ur the reason im azri. im treasuring u guys forever and dont forget that.korg nk ckp aku emo ckp lar. mmg aku selalu pikir mcm gini malam2. soo much memories. soo much promises. sometimes i just feel like i dont nid friends. but u guys always come along make me forget the trobles. deep inside me, u guys dont know that i always feel that i dissapointed with myself. thinking that i might not be a great friend. aku terutang budi byk sgt ngan korg. i feel that i cant repay everything if anything were to ever happen. thats is why i feel that i dont want friends coz i dont want to add on to what ive owe. too be honest aku masey paisey kalau pakai duit korg.i just feel that everything i gave isnt comparable to all the love i get.
gf i want you to read this.
i love you. i want you to be my forever. u r lovely. im so happy when im with you. and you know that. i love making you laugh it makes me laugh to. deep inside i feel soo sad. i wont lie to you that i think about breaking up every nite. because ive havent been entirely honest with you. for example sometimes when i say that i want to sleep acually i just want to stop talking to u for awhile. i want a break. i want to stop being ur bf for awhile. then my head fly off to lala land. alot of nites im like this.bet u dont know i still have a thing for nurun i dont want u too know. but i do love you. i also feel that i dont deserve you because im suppose to be contented with having you but im not. like what ive told my friends, sometimes i feel reali irritated with you. the way u are with me and the way ur are when u r with ur friends is soo different. for example i hate it the way u talk and text with ur friends and min. i dont know how to explain. ur style for example, hip hop rnb? kdg2 i hate it. kdg2 i just chill to owl city and jason mraz. this is the time when i feel that u are not compatible for me. whats holding me from going separate ways from u is that u do complete me in a certain way. to me we look nice together. u are soo easy going. financially u helped me alot. especially when needed. we have been together for soo long and it feels such a waste to end. what can i do if i keep thinking off this everynite.
nad.
i realli like you. ur adorable. ur choice of music is soo similar to me and that makes me soo compatible for u. but sometimes afraid to be with you. but i want to. i always remember the fights we had. maybe u dont. i also think maybe we dont look so good together. i dont know why. u also dont know that i think of this everynite.
im soo exhausted of think of all of this everynite. i need a break. i want to stop. but the feeling of just go go go move move move dont stop no pitstop,is there. i dont expect all of you to understand. i want to stop thinking of all this.i need help im too tired to keep doing this. maybe i dont want to post this. or should i? should i keep this forever unspoken. ive been keeping this tots for soo long why should i let it out now right?shit the publish button is tempting. argghhh fuck it. let it be..
@ 1:11 AM
started off the day going to CMPB again fucking bright in the morning, hopefully it will be the last time coz i didnt defer anymore. was hoping to not do the check up today but had to. lucky gf is around to accompany me. ouh ya thx gf for waiting 1 hr plus and doing nth, looking at people going in and out of rooms and watching channel news asia. there was alot of people then i expected by i rushed tru every station and cut lines so that gf dont have to wait long. after that when to royal cafe for the first time to see the environment and found out it was right beside sb-jj. haiss gd gd memories jalan jamal. waited for gf to finish work before going to tamps to watch movie. sry for being such an ass complaining that im hungry. ouh and you... i want to eat at popeyes next time. but kfc was sort of the same lar kan. karate kid was quite fun. funny cool and cute. after that accompany gf home and rush rush rush da reach home.. yeah yeah.. had fun with dearest today. first time we spent the whole day together. we should do this more often yar. love you. tmr after work is world cup baby.. SPAIN spain MEXICO mexico ARGENTINA argentina, im going out all for them. hope i get to reach home on time for the opening match. bbq haiss hope everything will sort itself out by the time.. ITS TIME FOR AFRICA!!!!!!
Monday, May 24, 2010 @ 2:49 PM
just becoz i dun care doesnt mean i dont understand- homer j simpson.
listening to: rock with you; michael jackson
the only exception; paramore
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